3:13

I just had to write this down because it was such a powerful moment. Today is the day Kyle died, 3 yrs ago on the Sunday before Memorial Day is when we were in the accident. I was sitting down reading a book and Katie came in the room carrying Kobe and said that he was sad and had snuggled up next to her on her bed while they were watching TV and told her that he missed his big brother. Kobe talks about Kyle quite a bit so it wasn't that big of a surprise. I think Kobe might have gotten to know Kyle on the "other side" before he was born because he recognizes Kyle in any picture and always says he misses him. Anyhow, a few minutes later after they had gone back to her room, I was reading my book again and all of the sudden I very clearly heard and saw the moments after the accident in my mind. I heard myself screaming words that until now I had forgotten. But there was something almost peaceful about the way I felt and at that moment I knew that Kyle was trying to tell me to be at peace about his death and know that he is OK. I felt the urge to look over at my laptop which was sitting next to me on the couch and saw Kyle's smiling face (his picture is my background) and then I glanced down at the clock and I think my heart stopped for a second when I saw the time....3:13

Kyle's birthday is 3/13. I think in the past 3 years this was the most convincing experience I have had that Kyle is still alive, just not in the physical sense and that he is watching over us. I talked to him for a few minutes and right as Katie and Kobe came running into the room I felt him pull his energy back, almost as if to say "You know I'm ok, so focus on my brother and sister now"

I don't know if this will sound totally crazy to other people but it was such a real and powerful moment for me.